Sexy Sadie

I’m having an allergic reaction to something that is making me break out in hives all over my chest, and it’s spreading. I canceled today’s appointment in account of how bad it looks. Hopefully it goes away soon.


Today I arrived at my incall to find that the heater was broken and the room was frigid. I made due by turning on the small oven in the kitchen and leaving it’s door open, turning it into a space heater.

I broke my “no more than one per day” rule to take advantage of the fact that I’m on spring break. I saw three clients and made $1025.

Catching Up

I guess the weight I’ve gained is starting to show - in my most recent review the client made a point to rate me a 5/10 and talk about how I looked overweight and it was a huge turnoff for him. I am not overweight by any means, but I have gained a noticeable amount since taking the photos for my website.

I am happy with my body, but I don’t have the luxury of leaving it the way it is. I’ve got to start exercising so I can get trim again. My livelihood depends on it.

I have barely worked the past three months because I’ve gone back to school and I’m giving it 100% of my attention. I don’t think I’ve answered any of my work email in a month, I can’t be getting a very good reputation.

My current monthly living expenses are about five clients worth, which really isn’t that much. But I’m scared to make appointments while I’m still “overweight.”

Haven't heard from you in a long time:( you still around?-Glasses

Indeed I am! I couldn’t log in to this account for a long time because they had to clear up some sort of security issue. But hey, I’m here.

Sorry for my previous ask, I feel like one of those sad lonely bastards... and I suppose I am. I just don't want to feel so damn alone anymore.

Don’t feel bad. We’re all sad lonely bastards at some point at least. I’m sure you’ll find company in due time :)

I'm really curious. I want at least part of the GFE... I think really I want some sort of Girl to act as a GF, but I don't want/need the sex. Just someone for me to hold and hug and pal around with, talk to, etc. I don't get that with my GF, and I really don't know what to do/say. I'm just sad all the time, but the worry is if I were to do something like that with an escort, that I would end up doing what's happened with you and a couple Johns. What would you suggest?

Aw, I’m sorry you don’t get to do those things with your girlfriend. Perhaps you could talk to her about it, or maybe it’s time to seek someone new? Seeing a companion is always an option, but it’s an expensive one, and it’s probably not what you’re really looking for.

I'm scrolling through your blog and I find your writing style very compelling and the content and nature of your posts fascinating from a sociological perspective. Have you considered archiving what you post and putting together a book?

Why thank you, I’m glad you enjoy reading! Sorry that I have been slacking. I’d be interested in doing such a thing but have no idea how to go about it. I’d be terrified of my identity being found out. And I’m not quite sure there would be interest - hasn’t this sort of thing been done? Like “Diary of a Call Girl?”

Okay, so I'm an attractive big girl looking to begin work as an escort. I definitely want to start working through an agency, but all of the ones I see seem to only advertise teeny blonde chicks. Are agencies usually pickier about hiring heavier girls?

I’m afraid I don’t know. I think it would depend on the agency. In the brief time I worked for one, we had two attractive big girls on our team, so I’m sure there must be other agencies that would be on board with that.

I wonder, if I had saved my money a little more carefully, if I would be able to afford this semester, the hefty chunk that is left uncovered by scholarships and grants. But then, I suppose the bank wouldn’t react kindly to a broke college student depositing 5k in cash out of the blue.

I enrolled in classes. I was all set to go back. But it looks like it will be longer still before I can continue my education. On the one hand I suppose the past five months have passed quickly. On the other hand, the very thought of going online and dropping those classes is despairing.

Goddamn beaurocracy is the bane of my existance.

The Nerd Escort

I just started playing in a World of Darkness campaign with some friends and I decided to be the Madame of a brothel. I’m not the best at role-playing and I figured I’d try playing what I know. And wouldn’t you know it, it came to me so naturally it’s almost depressing.

But two sessions into the campaign, other players have tried to interfere with my role-playing several times, telling me that somethings were “unrealistic” or questioning why I did something a certain way. I know that I know more than them but I can’t exactly up and say that, so thus far I am extremely frustrated.